I have decided to spend the first week at home and renew my social life. I have a few friends but during ongoing project our relations are always getting loose. After three days of sleeping off, I really felt the need to paint the town red. It was Friday, beginning of the weekend, so I called my mates. Most of them are party animals and clubbing on Friday is a totally obvious fact. My feeling, which was similar to finding a scrap gold, needed some kind of outlet. Clubbing seemed to be a perfect idea. I decided to call Mike but he was unavailable. Bill was on his way to Spain for a romantic trip with his new girlfriend. John had arranged a next date with his ex-girlfriend. Carl was at work, during an ongoing project, totally snowed under. It seemed to me that I was to celebrate the scrap gold on my own. This was the first time that I have had a problem with companion for clubbing. I felt rejected and lonely for a moment, but aware of the fact that I wont change my life in any aspects. I dont want to change my crazy job, dont want to have stable relationship with women or reliable friends. I may sound a bit smug and egoistic but at least Im honest. Just for now I want to share my free time - my scrap gold with somebody.